"first" written paper..

hope everything will goes well,

supposedly, this post should be for main blog..

but guess i shall remain it as private (:

hmm, i still have the being alone feeling...

don't wanna fall too deep for it..

有时感情太深，不一定是好事.

so i won't allow myself to devote so much in this relationship..

sometimes, i question myself..

is it worth it? refraining myself from others..

sometimes, i think is worth it..

cos in the end, they just take you for granted..

when they need you, they will be there..

but when you lost the value, they will kick you one side..

or maybe i am just a person that they need

in order to help them succeed in certain things...

i don't mind if u use me.. but at least, treat me as a real friend?

am i thinking too much?

even so, why do i felt this way?

there must be something wrong right? or something you did..

that make me feel this way...

ANYWAY, i should be more worried about tmr exams!

after Os it should just be me ... and my DRAMA !!

shall not hang out so often!!

okay, ciaos ..

deeply hope that everything goes well..